hahahahaahaha [old draft]

[old draft]

 i would absolutely LOVE to not be me right now.

i wish i didnt have so much i wanted to accomplish

i wis i didnt have so many hopes for myself

i wish more people disliked me, or at least were indifferent to me

because all i actually am is self destructive. i give myself so much hope for the future, only to fuck it all up CONSTANTLY. i wish i wasnt like this. 


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