Rambling

 i dont wish i was dead. i just wish life was less miserable.

life is entirely miserable, i absolutely enjoy a lot of things. the only miserable thing is the systems people created. im cool with their cultures and food and humor and things, though. i just hate the government.

lol back to the cia thing, i hope this doesnt make the cia guy think i shouldnt work for the government! lmao

im not sure why im making this post. im bored, and putting off studying for my exams. i feel like a mess, and giving up sounds sooooo good. 

i think im the most aware person on the planet, im not. im just as delusional as everyone else,

school is hard


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